Category Archives: Self Improvement

Why am i so irritated?

I have noticed myself getting very agitated and irritated over the last few days and the same is generally at work. But its not work that i am getting at. My work i love, it is everything around it that i am getting hyper about.

Evening brought some calm, but not before the usual getting hyper during the afternoon.

Around evening i was asking myself. What is so important that i am losing sleep over. Probably there is not. I also remembered a friend once telling me, if you do not do it would everything just shut down. Just then i remembered someone saying, “if there is 5 days up and down what is the problem” No there is no problem, its just that why wait for 5 days if you can close it down now.

Well i have thought.

Starting tomorrow morning, my work is all that is for me. Everyone else has to wait in line

Concentration levels have to go up way up.

Yes there is a lot of static that i do not need to hear, so i do need to hear and that is understood. I am not your friend. Am a co-worker lets keep it that way

Before making an opinion wait for 5 seconds and then say it, may be i would find a better way to put it.

Work for 5 days so 5 days do not think about anything other than work for the 8 hours there. Post that no thinking about it.

Primary responsibility is to my head and my heart, everything is second.

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A bunch of some old and new things

 

#Michael Jackson.

There is an MJ special going on channel Vh1. I have not paid attention to TV that much, i know it has been going on for some days now, Vh1 wants to bring in his birthday with some specials about him.

I was watching ‘beat it’ and remembered the amount of MJ clones in school, the dance competitions wherein every year there was some MJ song. For the last few years its been quiet with controversies about him more than reality, i guess that is the price you pay for being famous. I also tried a few of the dance steps but knew from the start i was headed for disaster if i tried them on stage lolzz

MJ actually launched quite a few careers in dance for some of my friends, one of them who i am not in touch but i know he is a big shot dance choreographer in bolly-wood. People who called him names can eat shit now knowing what he does.

Man in the mirror, the earth song, beat it, bad, thriller – some of my mj favorites.

#Work

It is good, but i am not feeling happy. I wish it was because of others but i guess it is because of me. Sometimes i feel i should have the free time that some of my colleagues have. Would i not have time to learn. But then i guess more time you get, more you do things other than your goals. So i guess am better off. I have a lot of work i know that. And in a very diff way i should be happy about that. In this recessionary times, less work generally scares you. I need to get more organized than i am right now.

#Life

Am starting to wonder, when do you know what is the existence of your living. When do you find what are u in this world for? this question is quiet open. Am i not looking for clues. Am i not reading the fine print. Is it there and i am not reading them.

#Books

Harry Potter – The deathly hallows has completely bowled me over. I know the book has been out some time back, quiet a while back. Am reading it now. I had an audio book which i did listen for quite some time. Now when i finished reading this book i felt i was in the story. I love when i get so involved in the story.

Really Clueless [Self Improvement]

Am not a advocate for much, leave alone the good things in life, but a thing has been playing in my head. i have been guilty of this a lot in the past, a whole lot of times i have done it i must confess, well i guess its time to put a stop to it.

Okay, have you noticed that many times we find ourselves talking, commenting about others, like “what the hell, they are so stupid, cant they get such a small thing done” or the various connotations of the same term, or like, “how dumb can you be” . I just caught myself talking about the same in the morning to my dad about almost the same, then caught myself, am guilty of the same and so many times i guess people have said, how dumb can he be not to get this.

Well i guess we never put our selves in the other person’s shoes, we think just because we know the whole world must come up to our level. Yes people should not repeat mistakes, yes people should be improve – but who am i to comment. This has been eating my mind from a few days. When i say dude why cant you understand – do i think, maybe i am not explaining it well. Wont it be true.

Why cant i get into the other persons shoes and try to help him improve. Well i am not saying people should not make an effort to improve. But the way is not belittling him/her. I need to get down or up to their level and figure a way to understand the other side.