Monthly Archives: April 2008

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chais and vada pav with friends
rain drops outside the shop
checking the women walking by
an you say to urself,
why the hell am i here

running away from everything
worked hard to get
going past minutes into history
todays story to yesterday news
flavor of the week to
one that has been

— Unkwown to when this was written…


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a blank mind in class
my head wanders forever lost
too many words too much noise
emotions of the sun lost
beyond my realm of thinking
there lies another world
beyond my realm of understanding
there lies a better world.

— Writing while my mind stopping paying attention in the S/W mgmt class.


I had to do it. The optimism of time was not helping. It didnt feel right. And the euphoria seemed to be over. May be my decision had some roots in wot other folks said. But it was mine and i am wot i am

almost 2 months, this lasted. It seemed good at first, almost unreal. Today i told her that this would be best we had, nothing might go ahead of this. She says that she triggered it by her words, sure they did but that was done some days ago when she said something else. This time they made me think. What if i cant decide? What if this? What if that? Frankly i guess i will always be alone

i hope you do well. I may not be the one for you. You will get someone who deserves you. i guess i dont deserve you.

hope to talk to you tomorrow. Now am actually waiting to talk to you. Checked my cell twice for your number, then backed off. i need not make a already sad moment bad for you……

To Realise

This ones taken from a forward, i dont know the source…but all rights reserved to author..

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years: Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident…

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

Four Letter Words


Our most loved words come in 4 letters…

Added :: how come a slew of similiar words(almost relative) seem to have the same number of letter….

Thanks..Sam…….for the additions…DODO/DANG

Eyes open wide but cant see a thing…………..

One thing i have seen as difference in Western line and central line trains…on the western line there is no board or writing that say…pls dont keep feet on the seat…Central line has this board. Why…is it a over holier than thou attitude by the Western folks, i dont know but yeah whatever…Thats not the point am tryin to make.

Had to go to coll at 6 pm today but was late as ran up to platform 6 and caught the train, albeit once the train started,,,,

I walk up inside to find a seat to sit….and there is ample place..just then a married lady…sitting as if she fuckn owns the place…wth the feet on the ma blood just boiled. I didnt wanna say something cuz i would have said a lot. So i just went to the seat…she put the leg down but then i kinda made this ewwww yeeaks face with a sound to match..

She look at me with a angry face..i had a disgusted look at my face…cuz i made such a face like..where the fuck do u think ur keepng ur dirty frigin feet woman…

Man i dont care what kinda shoes u wear, or watever..u wear on ur feet…i dont need ur feet to be on the seat..which school do these folks go..or did they go at all!!!!

In My mind

Yesterday i was in a very fuck all mood. Reason too many to get into the root for.

When i got into the train today had Animal from Pearl Jam blaring in my ears…thats when i had this sudden urge of starting a moshpit. The person in front of me was acting a fart-ass. First thought thats the first person to start with. Start a fuckin mosh pit in the friggin train man!!!!!